I do not keep grudges in my heart but I never confront either.
I eventually forget and that makes me think I am totally over it.
I easily get hurt by the simplest things especially when it's from the people that means a lot to me.
Then I wonder, have I totally got over things? Or I just allowed things to get pass me?
I continue asking these questions because when similar circumstances and situations happen and I am reminded pf what I once felt, I totally feel the same shit again.
I am supposed to move one. To forgive. To forget. To learn.
And the saddest thing is, I feel a lot worse when it comes the second time around. Just like now.
I wonder what hurts
Because everything seem painful
And I try to ignore
But it's really not that simple
One day at a time
That's what I say
But the days are too long
And the excuses on endless replay
Because everything seem painful
And I try to ignore
But it's really not that simple
One day at a time
That's what I say
But the days are too long
And the excuses on endless replay
I guess we all reached that point when we hear the least of the things we expected to hear. And I have grown tired of trying to please people and being the person they want me to be than being the person I really am. I am at that point where I am trying to figure out if what I'm doing is still the right thing to do or if I really know what I must do with my life.
We all believe in taking chances. But what if what we took was not really a chance. Or what if the chances we took we not for us to take in the first place? Who can tell you which is which?
People are easily taken for granted as much as they are easily forgotten. None of them hurts less than the other.
We all believe in taking chances. But what if what we took was not really a chance. Or what if the chances we took we not for us to take in the first place? Who can tell you which is which?
People are easily taken for granted as much as they are easily forgotten. None of them hurts less than the other.
People have to know and realize that nothing lasts forever. No, I don't mean this in a bitter, melancholic way. It's just reality. We need to suck it up because change is inevitable.
People have to realize that everybody is selfish in their own ways. You protect yourself and you guard your heart.
People need to accept that not everything will go your way. We all have our good and bad days. We just have to learn to play with the cards.
Most especially, people have to realize that people get tired too. And that no amount of love could ever make a person stay once they've grown real tired.
Just saying.
(Art work by Ian Francis)
Because you of all people should believe that there's something good that's waiting for you. That no matter how bad things get, some things can also get better. You'll see.
This is me. And this is all I could offer. You either like me or you don't. There's really nothing in between.
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