I do not keep grudges in my heart but I never confront either. 

I eventually forget and that makes me think I am totally over it. 

I easily get hurt by the simplest things especially when it's from the people that means a lot to me. 

Then I wonder, have I totally got over things? Or I just allowed things to get pass me?

I continue asking these questions because when similar circumstances and situations happen and I am reminded pf what I once felt, I totally feel the same shit again. 

I am supposed to move one. To forgive. To forget. To learn. 

And the saddest thing is, I feel a lot worse when it comes the second time around. Just like now.