I think that no matter how hard I try and how many times I attempt, there is just no escape. The more I withdraw, the more I am drawn. And it feels like falling into my own trap. Countless times I tell myself "you've done enough". Yet countless times, I've been reminded that I still have so much more to give. How do you know if it's too much already when you've been giving for so long and yet you know, at the back of your mind and in your heart, that you'd be willing to cut yourself open just to be able to give more.