I have come across the point of trying hard to analyze why things work this way, why things happen like that and why things will happen in that manner. It's an endless frustration of trying to figure out things you just can't and who knows can.

Sometimes I get to ask myself, why do we need to feel those feelings that are totally and absolutely the opposite of happy. It just doesn't make sense. We feel bad, empty, irritated, unloved, lost, rejected and there goes the long list. At the same time, how can we possibly allow these feelings to be felt by those people who are important to as? 

I pause and think. And continue to think. Still doesn't make sense.

But then again, here's what I thought.

We love the people we love without having any logical explanation to that. Yes, we love them. We can say, "I love him because he's very nice to me." or "I love him because he's so thoughtful." But these are just mere characteristics you find lovable about  a specific person and not about every person who is like that. 3 out of 5 people you know could be nice, all could be thoughtful but truth is, you don't feel the same exact feeling you feel with that specific person.

We hurt the people we love. That's a sad reality. And at the same time, we get hurt by the people who loves us too. But it doesn't mean that they love each other any less. Sometimes, things just happen the way they are. What's important is that they always come back and smile at each other as if nothing happened and everything just gets better.

You see, life is an infinite cycle. Sometimes, we don't even realize that what happened today might already happened yesterday or the other day. And some things are just not meant to be analyze nor dissected. We can believe the things that we want to, we can hope for the things we want to. Life is short. Let's not complicate it. ;)