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Now

12/13/2014 01:18:00 AM
I'm out of words. Because at this point, I think I don't really care.  I'm out of words. Because at this point, I think I don't really care.  ...

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Almost midnight thoughts

11/30/2014 11:15:00 PM
There are moments when we wonder why we are the person that we are. At some point we wish we could have done something the other way around. But feeling this doesn't necessarily mean we regret things that happened. We just wished we could have done more or less so the situation could have been better. I think we all feel this way...

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My greater blessing

11/19/2014 09:30:00 AM
One evening before going home, we were buying McDonalds to bring home when my Tita realized we needed to pass by the gas station and load up. Along the way, we noticed a man with a baby. We see quite a few homeless people around the city yet this time, what we saw was something different. The father was playing with his baby,...

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Indirect pain of unintentional situations

11/10/2014 10:33:00 AM
At certain times, they very best thing you can do for a friend is to be there. Not to say anything. At certain times, we take the pain instead of passing it on to them because we know it would be easier to feel it for yourself than to hurt them. And at that point, you just want to grab them and hug...

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change

Change

11/10/2014 12:45:00 AM
"Change is inevitable." This is a famous quote by John C. Maxwell. It has been a cliche since then. Let's see how these two concepts are defined. In short, one cannot avoid being different from the way it was before. Personally, I don't really like change. I like things to remain the way it is especially if I am very comfortable with it....

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Status.

10/29/2014 02:42:00 AM
I have reached the point where I stopped trying to be someone who's gonna be good enough for you because I know I am too good enough already. I have reached the point where I exactly know where I stand in your life and that I am needed to stay there. I am happy about everything. I believe that what we have is...

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almost

This is almost it.

9/08/2014 09:53:00 PM
I hate to think that the world gives us less options to choose from. At the same time, I understand how come we only have lesser choices than we wish we could have. We have created a world of our own apart from the world every one else wanted us to belong in. I believe we were given enough time to be together....

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feels

Sometimes, most of the time, every time.

8/18/2014 10:27:00 PM
Sometimes, we say the words we never mean and most of the time, we keep those that mean so much to us. It's an irony how we usually cannot explain how we exactly feel but still feel it as often as we hate to feel it. There will always be things that we will never understand. And sometimes, we just gotta stop trying...

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friendship

An open letter to a friend I lost along the way

7/28/2014 09:50:00 PM
Dear Friend, It's been quite a while. Actually feels like forever since we last talked. Graduating from college sure means a lot of changes. But I guess that was the way it's supposed to be anyway. I have been wanting to write this for some time already but I never got to sit and ponder what I really wanted to tell you. So...

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i do not have any bad intentions

Some questions are best left unanswered

7/15/2014 08:11:00 PM
People are often full of questions. When someone is nice to us, we wonder why. When someone helps us, we still wonder why this person is helping us. We wonder why because we fear that there might be something bad that could happen after the good. But we have to know that not all things have a reason behind them. It's just the...

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Tell me

7/11/2014 10:56:00 PM
The way we are now is starting to be the complete opposite of what we used to be. Is this the way things are supposed to turn out as the years gone by? The way we are now is starting to be the complete opposite of what we used to be. Is this the way things are supposed to turn out as the...

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i feel this right now

Accurate feels

6/17/2014 08:58:00 PM
know better

Porque la vida es así

6/15/2014 12:18:00 PM
Be thankful that we live another day or we may just fade away like memory. Be thankful that behind every storm is surely the rainbow of hope and sunshine.  Be thankful for our mistakes because life would be so boring if we were all perfect. Be thankful for stress so that we can be reminded to relax and put variety in our lives....

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Always. Every single time.

6/07/2014 12:51:00 AM
love

3 words, 8 letters

6/03/2014 09:45:00 PM
When I say, "I love you", it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand. When I say, "I love you", it's not...

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choices

Choices.

5/27/2014 10:48:00 PM
Every big decision we make in life will hurt us, one way or another. We really have no escape. We just have to figure out which one is worth all the pain. ...

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i don't even feel good at all

If I were a superhero, I'd save myself. Every time.

5/09/2014 05:38:00 PM
When you feel like you're on the edge, what are you supposed to do? Wait for somebody to try and save you from falling or just take a step back for you to save yourself? How many times does a person have to realize nobody is going to try to save them before realizing that they should be strong enough to save themselves...

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life

We just are

5/04/2014 02:37:00 AM
There will always be that moment when you will just break down and feel every bad thing crush you into pieces. It's not everyday that you are able to feel the rush of emotions running through your body and bursting into tears. All of us needs something or someone, perhaps to make us feel safe or make us feel better than the crap...

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long week

That random, recent, recurrent feeling

4/12/2014 11:02:00 PM
We have been busy doing our own stuff. And it's quite sad to think that at some point, (I know) we get tired of telling each other things and whereabouts. Being preoccupied somehow fills that reserved space yet it somehow hurts me to realize that it's what reality is. I have things to do and you have things to do. I know, I...

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feelings

Sometimes, most of the time

3/02/2014 10:07:00 PM
Sometimes, there are words that are best left unspoken, actions that are best left undone and feelings that are best left unexpressed. Sometimes, there are words that are best left unspoken, actions that are best left undone and feelings that are best left unexpressed. ...

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random

Too bad, too sad

2/26/2014 09:23:00 PM
Just when the day is supposed to be okay and have a happy ending, there you go again. I really thought we were over this issue but it seems like it doesn't work that way. I don't think I have something I should apologize for. I believe I did not do anything wrong. It's just the way you react and it's something I...

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feelings

Feeling and feeling no more

2/25/2014 10:39:00 PM
This feeling will stay in a place where the most secluded parts of my life stay hidden and hope to never be found. This too shall pass. But the more I think and wait for it to pass, the more it stays and makes me suffer. I feel it so much that I eventually don't wanna feel it anymore. This feeling will stay...

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random

Hello and goodbye

2/19/2014 09:57:00 PM
Maybe the reason why I suppress the feelings I have for you is the very reason why things won't work out for both of us either — it's just not supposed to be. Maybe the reason why I suppress the feelings I have for you is the very reason why things won't work out for both of us either — it's just not...

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random

Just whatever.

2/02/2014 10:44:00 AM
Sometimes it's weird to feel anything. Just when you are trying to get out of something, the ocean pulls you once more. And so you're left slowly drowning again. It's crazy to feel the weirdest feeling of affection. It's not even something to decide upon. There is really no "yes or no" to even consider. It's just not meant to be. Sometimes it's...

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random

Hooray for today

1/24/2014 09:37:00 PM
Some days are better than yesterdays in the very same way you're hoping that some tomorrows are better than today. Sometimes you just feel so messed up that your brain is not functioning well. You just feel terrible. And you try to figure out why. But sometimes, the answer lies in front of you. You just don't wanna see it. Can't see through....

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quote

Young or wise

1/21/2014 02:29:00 PM
“Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise to the ways of the world are mostly just cynics. Cynicism masquerades as wisdom, but it is the farthest thing from it. Because cynics don’t learn anything. Because cynicism is a self-imposed blindness, a rejection of the world because we are afraid it will hurt us or disappoint...

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essay

Pass or fail

1/11/2014 09:27:00 PM
Today was my first major exam in my first year of trying to earn a masters degree and to my disappointment, there are a few points I realized. 1. To study means to read and read and read again. Over and over again so you can fully understand and familiarize the concepts you are reading and not reading just for the heck of...

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2014

Of traffic lights and pedestrians

1/08/2014 07:50:00 PM
It has been since the Christmas holiday season that I have observed that there was something not right about the traffic light located at JP Laurel Avenue Corner Mitsui Busan (near Yamaha). It was when we were patiently waiting for the lights to turn red and the go signal for crossing appears in the pedestrian from Victoria Plaza. Most of the people would...

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