This feeling will stay in a place where the most secluded parts of my life stay hidden and hope to never be found. This too shall pass. But the more I think and wait for it to pass, the more it stays and makes me suffer. I feel it so much that I eventually don't wanna feel it anymore.
Maybe the reason why I suppress the feelings I have for you is the very reason why things won't work out for both of us either — it's just not supposed to be.
Sometimes it's weird to feel anything. Just when you are trying to get out of something, the ocean pulls you once more. And so you're left slowly drowning again. It's crazy to feel the weirdest feeling of affection. It's not even something to decide upon. There is really no "yes or no" to even consider. It's just not meant to be.
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